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this is the sound of a confused teenager trying to make sense of his feelings.

But then again, you never do make sense of attraction, do you?

I frankly never thought that I’d eventually end up having these kinds of feelings for her, but it turns out I have, eventually. Took a long time, so it’s not just some “omghotchickboominfatuated,” oh no. And, really, there’s more to these things than just physical attraction. I don’t know whether I’d still think this way about her if she was ugly as sin, but I guess the fact that I, eh, fell head over heels for her personality as a whole as opposed to just her face or her body or whatever has got to count for something, eh?

And, no, she isn’t bad looking at all. Not at all.

Yeah, sure, I guess I do sometimes wish that things would just “happen”, but frankly, I don’t think they ever do. At least not just like that. Not magically. There’s got to be that first opening move, like in a game of chess.

And I’m not entirely sure I have the guts to make that move.

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